Covered In Darkness My Heart Is Dead
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: The Last Song-The All-American Rejects
I feel lost, clouded in thoughts of losing her. I can only contemplate on what I could have done to prevent this all. Perhaps it is all my fault. I feel so alone, excluded from the world itself. You are not near, I'm falling from grace and into the pits of hell. I can't help but wonder if you still love me. This pain won't go away along with the memories of you. I hold you close to my heart, but see you running away. I guess I'm the one to blame. I should have loved you better, I wish I knew. I should have given more if I could only find more to give. You meant the world to me and still do, but I've lost you for good. I fly around the world and visit distant places, but still you are not to be found. I shall try my best to carry on, but without you there seems to be no point. For you are the only one that keeps the happiness in my heart and without you I am empty.